the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 9:48 PM
i'm balding.

i'm still torned apart.
thinking if i should go for the NBS FOC.
this is the first time i come across a camp application form that requires your height, weight and a photograph of yourself. its like joining some pageant! worst still, its 5 days 4 nights!
as all of you all know, yours truly is not the outdoorsy sort. ): (just to digress a little: did i ever mention that i hate those super YAYA outdoorsy girls? just because they are darker than the rest, they think that they are like some sun goddess. sorry. period.)
perhaps i should submit my application a day before the closing date and leave it to fate.
but more or less, i can picture myself being a lost loner on the first day of school.

oh well. ):
its vroom vrooomm at 10.30 tomoro.