the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 9:20 PM
*coughs*

finally got a new laptop sleeve for my vaio.
it's an effin' 99 bucks kay!
and it's considered the "second lowest range".
wanted to get a cheaper one. but i just can't find a perfect fit.
its either too big or too small. so i decided to save the hassle. and get it directly from there.
i think its part of sony's strategy.
coming up with a laptop with weird dimensions. so you are left with no choice, and can only get the perfect bag from their showroom. BAH.

anywayyyy... feels good to be out today.
but. after i get home, i just simply refuse to get to work.

i browsed through my IT notes and i'm still CLUELESS. ):
and i'm left with a tutorial undone.

tomoro's a long day. 3 seminars straight from 10.30am - 4.30pm without any breaks.
i'm gonna starve yet again. ):

LIFE'S HARD. ):

goodbye weekends.
hello to yet another pathetic/busy week.



Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 11:28 PM
breathe again.

i'm flooded with IT readings!
seriously, i don't know how bel can study those stuff.
its dead boring lah!
what the hell is the difference between a system software and a operating system.
i'm totally clueless please.
i hate studying IT!! and its an examinable module somemore. GOSH.
my "to do" list also includes financial management tutorial, and an essay which is due next sunday.
CRAP. HELP.


oh. and i'm feeling much better now.
just that... my nose is still a little runny and my throat is darn itchy.
i cough till my lungs almost flew out. O_O

and i finally finished watching 命中注定我愛你!
show's really good! *2thumbsUP*
added to "favourites"!

am heading out a while tomoro.
its been a while since i last went out for a walk.
and i seriously need to get some stuffs. $_$

oops. look at the time. almost 12. bed time soon.
g'nite.








Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 2:56 PM
shut up.

removed tagboard.
cos some ass is trying to be funny with it.

will hook my blog up with a new tagboard soon.



@ 8:18 AM
something's wrong with me.

I'M STILL SICK.
(throat's red & painful, nose's runny, head's spinning')




and i see a light at the end of the tunnel.
lights from the oncoming train, that is.

*WHAM*

-DEAD-



Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 10:30 AM
sick cloud.

i'm officially ILL.
- throat's effin' dry
- head's fuzzy
- body's aching

BLAME IT ON THOSE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE THAT CAN'T KEEP THE FREAKING GERM-IES TO THEMSELVES. !#$%^&()%$

left school at about 8.45pm yesterday.
and we are still not done with our essay thats due on sunday.
have exceeded the word limit by 500.
i think that its simply impossible to cut it down to 1,000.
the professor's nuts. "learn to discover!", he says.
but what the hell. how can u analyze 4 annual reports in just a 1,000 word essay.
impossible.

i have loads of things to complete this weekend.
list includes:
- business law tutorial
- cover letter & resume
- financial management tutorial
- IT presentation script
- reading up on IT textbook

thats why i can't go out. ):
to ziling/mozzy: we meet up another time kays. sorrryyy. ):
my life long friend has been really concerned about my school life too. so sweet right.
HEARTS TO YOU!

okay. back to slogging.
and i can't talk too much now cos it'll be to straining for my weak throat.
i don't wanna lose my voice cos i have a presentation on monday. ):

i conclude...
BEING A STUDENT IN NTU IS CRAZYYYY...



Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 11:15 PM
untitled

i'm effin' stress.

and i wanna quit school.

SOB.



Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 11:11 AM
losing it.

its been ages since my last update.
what else could i have been BUSY with?

anyway, went to catch high school musical on ice with ziling last sunday!
the show was FABULOUS!!!

snip snaps:

(had to combine all the photos into a collage because the file size is too big to be uploaded one by one.)

my favourite shot of all:

they look FAR from the real troy and gabriella right. LOL.

OH! and i've got my NEW TOY! (:
i'm officially a proud sony vaio owner! WOOTS.
(my mom, dad and i went through countless number of troubles to get it started up kay. cos i have no idea how to set up and stuff. previous laptop that i got was "ready made" what!! =x)

TADDAAAAA. (:


gonna say goodbye to my acer soon.

okay. back to work now.

*groans*



Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 8:28 AM
melodramatic



no more daily blog entries for me.
been trying to cope with my "new life" now.
and its fucking tough.

had accounting 1 and business law lecture on wednesday.
you must be thinking "aiyah!! those subjects you take before already what!! sure to be a breeze!!" thats what i thought initially to.
but hell no, i was wrong.
everything seems super foreign to me right now.
during lectures, the professors doesn't go right into the basics of things.
like what they said to us, they prefer a "self-discovery" type of learning.
there would be at least 2 readings for each lecture. each reading has quite a lot of pages. and in addition, you would have to read another chapter of the required textbook. sounds crazy? yes. it is. everything is like super dry and very hard to understand. i tried and tried but i still got lost somewhere somehow.... until i gave up!



have i mentioned that the tutorial questions are even worse?!
i just managed to squeeze out some crap which somehow, seems wrong to me.
and i took damn long to finish it can!
when i will still trying to read up, one of my friend had already finish both tutorials while i hadn't started on any.
and i was like... O_O
then the whole "stress" thing came over again.

and BAM!!!
another tragedy happened.

i seriously don't know how unlucky i can get!!
i had to postpone my driving test which falls on 17 september.
BECAUSE!!.... i'm having an accounting quiz on that freaking same dayyyy!!
OMGWTFBBQ.
and nowww... my driving test is on 30 october!
OCTOBER OKAY!!! so bloody long... then i had to cancel all my revision lessons and re-book them again (which is a huge chore).
and worst still... its rather close to my exam which falls on mid november.
AIYA. I'M SO DEAD LAH.
i think if i'm unable to juggle with my driving lessons and school work, then i would have to cancel everything by 1 october. because with effect from 1 october, there would be no refund for the cancellation of the practical test (damn it). worst case scenario: i will resume the lessons after my exam which is december. *sigh* total dilemma.
HELP!!!


SO... my life sucks so far. because there's so many thIngs to worry about.
and i feel like a total wreck.

*breathes*

anyway, i went to catch "money no enough 2" yesterday.

real funny. (:

but i'm still miserable now. ):

perhaps only the top-of-the-range sony vaio TZ38GN/X can make me feel better.

i want it!! i want it!! i want it!! i want it!! i want it!!

oh well.
g'bye.

financial management seminar later. ):



p/s: nana wrote me a little note of encouragement and left it on my table this morning. so sweet right. HEARTS(:

p/p/s: kudos to anyone that had manage to finish reading this entire entry.



Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @ 8:27 AM
):

i'm so LOST.
and i need HELP.

NOW.

*emo*



Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 7:31 PM
serenade

had another car-crash lesson today.
BOOHOO~

and yay.
8 more days to high school musical: the ice tour!






So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again