the writer ((TRUDY)) i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately, highly impossible. ultimately, i'm perfectly imperfect. yesterday May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 holler you're the missing piece i need, the song inside of me. i gotta find you. i need to find you.  
your scent is like a drug to me.like my own personal brand of heroin. i'll be back so soon, you won't have time to miss me. look after my heart - i've left it with you.      |
Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 10:59 AM
twilighter. after yesterday, both jam and i were having an overdose of twilight.
we met because she wanted to check out the movie memorabilias at popcornpop. and yay. i got myself a twilight movie card! its up on my wall right now. and believe it or not. we went to watch twilight again. this time, my right arm was sore. (all thanks to my lifelong friend) its the my forth time. i swear, this is the first time i'm so crazy over a movie. goodness. what the hell is wrong with me. =\ and did anyone notice the cullens' coven crest?  all 7 of them has it.  wristcuff - edward, jasper & emmett  necklace - rosalie  choker - alice  bracelet - esme  ring - carlilse CAN I HAVE ONE TOO PLEASE?? Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 6:51 PM
unconditionally and irrevocably in love... just went i thought that the whole twilight craze sorta faded a little for me.  i'm so gonna buy the DVD when its out in stores. and it'll definitely be on repeat mode. favourite song of the soundtrack: Have I found you Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth Big pill looming Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
its you. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:
 What if Christmas, doesn't come from a store? What if Christmas, perhaps, means a little bit more? Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 8:14 PM
to have & to hold. my christmas eve = couch potato day
watched 4 movies in a row. and the great ones are: wild child  angus, thongs and perfect snogging  make it happen  and i'm gonna rewatch twilight now. yay for today. Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
bloodlust finally done with BREAKING DAWN.
another book for the fanpire pleaseeee? "and then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever...." Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 10:09 AM
@#$%! yours truly has fallen sick again.
it started off with a mighty sorethroat. then came the irritating flu bug. a day later, mr cough came along. yesterday. i was being hit by the fever king. and my useless stomach was churning the whole day and it hurt. the doctor said that the stupid viruses travelled from my throat down to my tummy. which developed some gastric flu. omg. i'm feeling damn pathetic. and i feel bad for cancelling the pre-planned outings with the girls. ): i'll make it up once i'm better! oh. and i'm feeling sad too. cos it feels as though the holidays are coming to an end soon. and my superEMO days are nearing. ): Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 5:44 PM
$_$ **ITEM ADDED TO WISHLIST:**
ED HARDY STUDDED BAG  yes. it costs a whoppin' 539 buckeroos. but its BLOODY COOL can! ): i want money money money... Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
tootsie. dinner at coca with jam and wen today.
anyway... HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEL! (:  Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 9:47 PM
materialistic needs. OH. i'm so in love with the GUCCI TATTOO HEART collection. ):
 can't afford them. so... drool at them. ): @ 9:26 PM
alakazam! met up with jassy, rach and car last saturday. (:
had fun. and it was a great catching-up session. more soon! before my next dreadful semester begins. *EMOs*   oh. i'm in need of my allowance. cos i'm awfully broke. donations anyone? ): okay. thats all. bye. Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 9:58 PM
i would rather die than stay away from you. finally finally finally!
caught twilight sneaks with lifelong friend today.  the show's good to a certaint extent. if you had not read the book, the movie would probably be a little stale. like what jam said... probably because it didn't have much of a climax and it ended up being quite flat. but nonetheless, i was still fascinated. and when edward appeared, my dear friend started abusing my left arm (i.e. nudging, poking, grabbing, headbutting etc.). my whole arm almost got yanked out. okay. i exaggerated a little. =X i loved the way edward looked at bella. his eyes were really intense. and it did gave me chills.  the last "dance" scene was my favourite. edward looked stunning in that suit. ("of cause!", says jam.)  the cullens:  (emmett, rosalie, esme, edward, carlisle, alice, jasper) point to make: carlisle is one sharp looking vamp dad. :x i think jacob looks kinda erm... weird?  but he looks good here:  and james the baddie is a hottie. (:  i just realised that he acted in the movie, never back down. no wonder i found him super familiar. this is him in real life. cam gigandet:  much different huh? why does he have to dieeeeee so earlyyyyyyyyy. ): and i have to say. bella/kristen steward looks good somehow. and psssttt. she's originally blond.  and the perfect picture of all...  Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever. thats about the end of my short scrapbook-ish entry on twilight. anyway, we had dinner over at raffles city's shokudo. i've been wanting to have their yummy omelette since forever. and jam did a major shopping stunt. she's so gonna start blaming me for it. what's new?! hahaha. am meeting up with jassy, rach and car tomoro. WOO. and next week is gonna be a dreadful week. have to head back to school for quite a few days. the moment i think about school, my whole mood turns inside out. what the fiddle diddle!! Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 7:11 PM
paths.  i have always loved the design of this star symbol. loved the black/red version. there is a significant meaning behind the simplicity of this symbol... for some of the same reasons this has also become a popular symbol and tattoo design for many gay and lesbian groups and people. enlightened? WELL. I AM. (: Friday, December 5, 2008 @ 10:08 PM
thumbsdown met up with lifelong friend today.
miss bel didn't want to come along cos she's still emo-ing over her iphone. had lunch, did nails and caught the movie, bolt.  good cartoon flick. (: everyone should go catch it to have a good laugh. rhino the hamster is super cute!! looks round and squishy.   was browsing through the newspapers today. spotted the HTC TOUCH HD which is only exclusively offered by starhub. its features are almost similar to omnia. but its appearance looks cooler though. but of cause, it costs an effin' $1,300+.  i'm currently troubled about... 1. whether to take up electives next semester (if no, i really wonder if i'm able to clear of 7 electives in the remaining 2 years. if yes, which one should i choose? its really hard to find one that suits my fishy timetable.) 2. NAAT meetings starting next wednesday thats gonna eat up all my holidays. 3. which phone to get? ARGHHHHHHHHH. FISHSTICKS FISHSTICKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 6:13 PM
like finally...  YAYNESS. I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST with 16 points! god bless that tester. (: i'm finally out from SSDC. going back tomoro to apply for my license. cos i was so pessimistic today till i didn't bother bringing my passport photo. i seriously thought that i would definitely fail this first time. but lady luck was on my side. finally, something for me to be chirpy about. (: 2 more days till 4 december. and i haven't decided which phone to get. narrowed to 2 choices. decided to forgo samsung innov8 and sony c905. cos suddenly... i feel like getting a "touch-y" phone. =\ lg renoir. samsung pixon. lg renoir. samsung pixon. heard bad rumours about lg phones. and the renoir's interface isn't that ideal. but it has all the features. no wifi on pixon is a big BOOBOO. but loved the outlook and interface. should i settle in for the white omnia? it has everything i want. except for the camera which is only 5m.p. ):  OMG. i'm so confused. ): HOWHOWHOWHOW. okay. i shall go ponder about it. p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NANA, JASSY AND RACH! (: |
