the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 5:59 PM
d' outcast

tried travelling to school today for the first time.
took more than 1 and a half hours. dang. i've so gotta get used to this.
the freshman welcome ceremony was okay.
all the fresh faces seems weird to me.

and we had to wear their gowns during the event (gosh).
so much for graduation. LOL.

all the professors were also wearing their "multi-coloured" gowns.
i seriously have no idea how long it took for them to attain that level of qualification.


as part of the ceremony, we also had to light up our mini-torches row by row and sway to the music.
sounds like national day righttt... but it was kinda cool... HA!


oh well. next up is NBS welcome/orientation day!
i freaking need to get proper shoes LEH. omg.

*SIGH*

p/s: check out beebit's double chin...




Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 9:07 PM
how now fat cow.

weird.
nowadays, i feel super slacky. just feel like rotting my day away.
perhaps its because... school's starting...
reality is starting to sink in.
SHATTTTTT. ):

nevertheless, went shopping with my lifelong friend today.
was trying to keep within my budget while jam just went for her spree.
but still, we managed to get sale items. hurray for that.
i still have items on my "to buy" list though. ):

anyway. tomoro's freshman welcome ceremony.
back to school.




Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:18 PM
forbidden love.

HI.
had another driving lesson today.
am rusty again. damn it.
met ziling at bugis cos she wanted to jalan jalan. LOL.
BYE.






Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 3:47 PM
under-the-weather.

na and i had marina mandarin's aquamarine buffet for dinner yesterday. (:

nice spread. super good.
both of us starved during lunch in order to make it worth.
ate till i was super full to the brim man!

not much food porn. cos i was busy eating! HA!
and! shy LAH. cos the waiters and waitresses were walking around.




anyway. i've matriculated online and have gotten my timetable.
when i logged in, i only had to answer two yes/no questions and THATS ALL.
it seems as if something wasn't right cos how can the whole matriculation thing be so SHORT?!
and i was kinda struggling with my timetable. so, i had to call for help!
as expected, my driving lessons and test date clashes with my lessons (how lucky can i get?).
i had to rearrange my slots here and there. but unfortunately... since there's no refund for the cancellation of the test date, i have to turn up no matter what. which means, i have to skip the lecture on wednesday. YIKES.
SIGH. only consolation isssssssss... i have a 4 day week. COOL.

i packed my closet as well. sorted out the WANTs from the DON'T WANTs.
and i realise that i have INSUFFICIENT clothes. ):
but!! my bank account's drained. and i have a whole list of debts to clear.

oh well. thats about it.
and i don't know why i'm having this weird heart wrenching feeeellinggg...

*DIES*



- this just keeps replaying in my head over and over again.



Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:00 PM
But be careful what you wish for cos' you just might get it.

shopped with ziling and jassy today. (:

and while we were at wisma, 987fm were having their event:
the pussycat dolls look alike contest.
LOL. stuck around till the end of it.
well, the winner deserved it, i must say. (:
i was rooting for her! HAHA.
(winner's the tall girl at the back, she's really prettaye.)


then we met the carlin, rach and jeff for dinner at SHOKUDO - the japanese food bazaar.
YUMMY lah! (:












p/s: ziling! get the freaking MOTORAZR2 V9 Ferrari Special Edition phone!




Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 9:03 PM
ho hum...

headed to sentosa with jassy and ziling today.
but OMGWTFBBQ, the sky was super dark by the time we set foot on the beach.
not long, it started to drizzle.
so we stone-ddddddddd at the food court and the rain just got heavier and heavier.
by the time we had our lunch and dessert, it reduced to a drizzle and stopped.
the moment we stepped out, it rained AGAIN.
this repeated a few times until we got soooo sick.
so, we showered and left for vivo.
what a trip, i must say.

out for the weekends.
must make full use of the last bits of my longgggggggggggg break.
9 more days till school reopens.

and i simply LOVE this remix of the pussycat dolls' stickwitu featuring avant.
wait for it to load! click play and listen. (:
Stickwitu - Pussycat Dolls feat. Avant
(can't upload it as my blog's music cos of my dear bel.)

Though everything going, we`re right here holding on
To one another, the reason why I love you
Your charming personality, I love your sensitivity
Wait, let me take a second,
cause I`ll be your lovin' essence, hold me
When I hear your voice speak, and I feel your body heat
Love every minute of it
You`re like the fresh air when it feels like no one cares
That`s why I`m saying baby

Baby talk to me
Cause all I`m here to say is that
I`ll be right here for forever and a day hey

You`re a shield during a storm
I`m right here
Keeping me away from harm
I`m never gonna leave
You`re a song with beautiful words
I`m your song
Something that I never heard



Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 9:24 PM
ma petite.

was just surfing around...
and out of curiousity, i wanted to find out how the joker in the dark knight movie looked like in real life.



and BAM!... heath ledger... (:
who's not bad looking, by the way.


and after reading through wikipedia, i realised that he had already passed away.
YES. I HAD NO IDEA. didn't know which hole i was hiding in.
he had finished filming the dark knight shortly before his death from an accidental prescription drug overdose at age 28.
such a pity.

and ziling and i signed a petition at his official website:
"Help get Heath Ledger nominated for Best Supporting Actor Petition to the Golden Globes and AMPAS voting community to get Heath Ledger nominated for a "Best Supporting Actor " nomination and award."


(there. i seriously don't know why ziling's in london.)

oh well. so much for a shock. LOL.




Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 9:01 PM
owww. ):

beebit on two feet. (:







AWWWWWWWWWWW.



Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 6:55 PM
excited? not.

caught the dark knight today.



the whole movie was a whoppin' 2 and a half hours long.
was reluctant to watch it at first cos i wasn't really a fan of the whole batman thing.
but! glad i did so... it was quite good actually. (: though i was covering my eyes during certain scenes. =\

nonetheless, it suddenly hit me that...
its only 12 more days till my new school life begins. >.<



Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 6:01 PM
damned.

great. my muscles are hurting.
was feeling really lethargic the whole day.

and it was raining heavily during my driving lesson in the morning.
i was really trying to focus cos the mirrors were really blur.
couldn't even see the road and poles properly.
but despite that, i think that today was quite alright.
still made a few mistakes here and there...
but... as compared to the previous few atrocious sessions, i'd say... this one isn't too bad. though its still a tat bit bad. OKAY. whatever.

was suppose to have another session tomoro at 3.20pm. but am attempting to trysell it via the web now. but nobody seems interested in the slot. boohoo.
and i just got a feeling that my school upcoming timetable would not permit the rest of the slots for august and september.
omg. please do not let it happen. i'm already enough screwed.

i shall rot away with my novel now.
*slumps*

p/s: and i am gonna say this again... I FREAKING WANT A NEW PHONEEEE!!!

C905C905C905. where the hell are youuuuuuuuuuuu....



Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 8:46 PM
swivels.

woke up early for the 5km shape run today.
reached the finishing line at about 47minutes.
LOL. hopeless. i have poor stamina.


headed to the singapore flyer with mom and na for dinner at popeye's!






and i'm running out of fancy gem biscuits. ):


driving lessons tomoro.

i'm exhausted lah. toodles.



Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 7:21 PM
faddies.

packed my study table today. (:


and changed my sheets...
mooylicious!!


OH! nana bought a new "carrier" for beebit:


i tried shoving her into her new "home".


TADAAAA!!!


**********

ugh. gotta wake up early tomoro for the shape run.
i'm so gonna crawllllll all the way. =\

bye world.





@ 2:25 PM
ssshhh.

its all so quiet in here.

as requested by bel, i had to rip away my whole music playlist so that she can continue "spying" on my entries. blame it on her internet connection's restrictions.

SEEE. DON'T SAY I DON'T LOVE YOU AH.

LOL.



Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 7:46 PM
KUKU.

met up with ziling today.
crapped, goof-ed, sang, played and laughed till our stomachs hurt.
oh. and we tried to relive the good old days by taking neoprints again.
however, it ended up in a mess. we were all over the place and it came out quite stupid. LOL.

here are some snippets of it:
(i look like a retard! =\)

(my scanner is hopeless, how come the picture looks so distorted oneeee!!)

actually, the main purpose of the outing today was for me to shop around for the new school term. but WTFBBQ, i can't find anything nice!! ): AHHHHHHH. okok. i can't do this. maybe i should think: "i do not need anything. i do not need anything. i do not need anything." then everything nice WILL COME.

okay.

*chants away*



Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 7:49 PM
i have blue toenails!

caught red cliff today!



its not bad actually. though i didn't really get the whole thing. HAHA!
i STILL got a little lost even with the help of the subtitles. hopeless. ):
i can never fully understand the whole ancient chinese history thing.
but then again. WOO. the warriors/generals (or whatever u call those people) in the movie are super MANLY. SLASH! POKE! STAB!
and takeshi kaneshiro (a.k.a jin chen wu) who plays zhu ge liang in the movie is just a smarty pretty face. LOL. he didn't even fight. he was always appears prim and proper in all the scenes, strolling around with his feather fan. unlike the rest, which had to be hurt, bloody and dirty. LOL.

but it was a little irritating!
cos when it was almost reaching the climax-ish part of the movie...
the words TO BE CONTINUED appeared.

i was like "WHADDAHHHHHHHHH?!!?"

*throws popcorns*

another dreadful driving lesson tomoro. ):



Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 10:13 PM
tap tap tap.

WOO. i have completed...


am now at...


and i so wanna play...


BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY HANDS ON THE RIGHT FILEEEE!!!

god. i feel like a kid

bye.

OH. WAIT. another point to add.
i wanna try yummy soups from THE SOUP SPOON. ):