the writer ((TRUDY)) i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately, highly impossible. ultimately, i'm perfectly imperfect. yesterday May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 holler you're the missing piece i need, the song inside of me. i gotta find you. i need to find you.  
your scent is like a drug to me.like my own personal brand of heroin. i'll be back so soon, you won't have time to miss me. look after my heart - i've left it with you.      |
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 4:15 PM
could it be... you're not that far? it was beebit's birthday on monday:
 she doesn't look happy cos we forced her out of the cage to take pictures. =X and na and i took some retarded pictures with mr vaio.  i had my communication fundamentals written assignment today. my "email" was really short, just about 1 page. but when i look at the people surrounding me, theirs was really long... About 2 pages... as usual, i panicked and started worrying for nuts. ): dead. i think i'm gonna screw up this module. just like how I got a C for written communication in NP. OHNONONO. CANNOT LAH. ): *prays hard* anyway, i'm still suffering from HSM fever. songs are still on repeat mode. (: credits to ziling for the fresh tracks that i've been trying to get my hands on, for way too long! supposed to be a free day tomoro. but still have to drag myself back to school for project discussion and IT project presentation. just kill me lah, seriously. i have an IT quiz next monday. and my first paper is next next week?! AND I HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING AT ALL. TOTALLY. NOT LYING. i'm in depression. shall go off to self-reflect. good bye. cinderella with no shoe and the prince that doesn't know he's lost Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 7:48 PM
zefronzefronzefron! clips from high school musical 3.
love these two: Can I Have This Dance? Right Here, Right Now. (this video's really clear) i know i've said it many times... BUT... ZAC EFRON IS LOVEEEE. and vannessa hudgens is a lucky b****. LOL. but they do make a great couple. oh. i'm so gonna save up for the DVDs and soundtracks. *squeals* Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 7:38 PM
oopsie. i realised that i had forgotten to post up somemore photos.
saw it left "dangling" at my bluetooth exchange folder. LOL. anyway.... check out my freebies from seventeen mag!  yes. i know the name of the product is dumb. BUT!! MIJ (made in japan) okay!! LOL. i seriously need to get a bed for my pet. ): but... my house is still too small and the worst thing is... i haven't even saved enough for it! i can only buy one-fifth. what the hell.  and check out these cuties. got them of a baby magazine. some of them have really cool names, i must say.  thats all. and SORRY FOR THE RANDOM-NESS. =X @ 5:36 PM
DEAD TIRED. went to harold's birthday party yesterday night.
he's three! (: still as cute as ever! he keeps eating non-stop. and he simply can't take his eyes off his birthday cake! look at his greedy face. he was picking the cream off the cake bit by bit the moment he blowed the candles.  greedy boy indulging in his birthday cake.  went back to school today to complete the last financial management essay. we were done by 2pm. and it was the first time we left school so early after a project discussion and the sky was still shining brightly. had lunch over at the 99cents sushi place at JWSRC.       the food was alright but it may look really good in the pictures. i must say... what you pay for, is what you get. LOL. the view from the restaurant:  (picture looks better in black and white cos the colour was really off due to the tainted windows) melba cooked sea hums. (:  this is dedicated to my cute friend, bel. LOL.  lana chocolate fudge cake! its been while since i uploaded this much photos. and i still have tons of things to do: - financial management tutorial - business law tutorial - communication fundamentals written assignment - communication fundamentals oral assessment presentation - IT group database project presentation - IT quiz tell me. what am i suppose to do? EMO. EMO. EMO. EMO. EMO. p/s: thanks cute friend for getting me my dream havaianas flops! (: Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 5:52 PM
... i'm
EXHAUSTED DRAINED TROUBLED & STRESSED ! ! ! Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 9:02 AM
crampy. since the beginning of the semester, i have told myself that i'm gonna give all that i have to do well. afterall, its the last and final lap.
but shit happens. firstly, either things get in the way. or there's insufficient time (i.e. not being able to juggle the overwhelming amount of work). thus far, i feel as though i've not been putting the maximum amount of effort. but i guess, its MY BAD afterall. AND... feel so unprepared for my financial management quiz tomoro. buy me any of these luxuries and i'll feel better, i promise. -.-  D E E E E E ' S D Y I N G G G G G G . . . . . . . . OK. EMO-ED. NOW ITS BACK TO WORK. ):  (conversation between me and my IT professor) me: "i'm so stress!! i think by the time i graduate, i'd probably look 6 years older." prof: "yah! i think so too! cos when u guys are in year 3 and when i look at your attendance photos taken in year 1, i can barely recognise u! because all of u would have AGED." me: -_________________________-" p/s: i can't believed i miss the NUM tukytuky event last Saturday. WTF. why didn't i read that facebook mail earlier. *SCREAMS* Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 7:36 PM
pathetic. hated today. i was pissed and frustrated the whole morning.
AND. my right hand hurts. barely have energy to do the slightest thing. must have hurt a palm muscle when i was lugging my heavy bag on the crowded train on friday. sigh. but i can't afford to have my hand bandaged. cos there's really too much things to be done god, why are things keep getting in the way? Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 4:09 PM
ROLL OUT. BOO.
here are some silly pictures on a silly sunday.  p/s: i need to start revising for friday's financial management quz NOW. Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 10:46 AM
green with ENVY. another busybusybusy week.
been waking up at 5.45am almost everyday. and my project mates and i are totally struggling with our stupid IT database project. seriousy, IT is definitely not my thang. IT IS SO IRRITATING. AND MICROSOFT ACCESS IS THE DUMBEST THING EVER. i wasn't much of a help during this project cos i had seriously NO IDEA how to go about doing it. and we are suppose to submit it on monday but up till now, our database is quite screwed. AIYA. EVERYTHING IS SCREWED LAH. i'm dead worried for this module. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I HAVE NO TIME. I NEED TIME FOR TUTORIALS, PROJECTS, QUIZ REVISION AND EXAM REVISION!! HOW!!! on a slightly positive note... dad got this for my study room:  and... i won a hamper worth $200 from seventeen mag! (: actually. i submitted for the draw during may. and they only got back to me like... NOW? okay. i need to go and harp on my workload. I'M... SERIOUSLY... STRUGGLING... *EMO* Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 10:51 PM
tis' the season... left school at 8pm today. its gonna be a long way ahead.
3 more projects outstanding. 2 more quizzes. (and it just gets longerrr and longerrr) and less than a month till exams. the stress bug is here again. and when i'm stress, i EAT and when i EAT, i EXPAND!! its like a viscious cycle. oh well. ): on a random note, i love fiddling with photofunia. (:  Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 5:15 PM
un-accomplished didn't do much today.
cos i was in a whole "slacking" mode after such a hectic week. and i created a new wawa for my mom (a.k.a. the viwawa WAHJONG queen) PRESENTING... XIAO HUAT  HAHAHA. super cute right. i'm so fascinated by it. and i love the pony tail by the way. woop. so you think you can dance at 6pm! can't wait. Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
HYPERVENTILATING! OMGOMGMGOMGOMG.
THE HAVAIANAS METALLIC LOGO FLOPS ARE FINALLY BEING LAUNCHED IN SINGAPORE! (:   *drools* PRICE: S$59.90 its a bit pricey, BUT I'M SO GONNA GET MY HANDS ON at least ONE OF THEM! currently, only the black and white pairs are available for both the silver and gold metallic logo prints. and they can only be purchased online at newurbanmale.com for now. NUM stores will launch the collection later (approximately 1 December). so i'm still awaiting patiently for it. (: but at least, this is a good update for now. (:  i've been excited over this for the past half hour. something is wrong with me. must be the late nights. ): Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ 8:33 PM
would u still love me in the morning? I FEEL FAT, UGLY AND HOPELESS.
I SHALL EMO AT A CORNER.  Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 6:33 PM
dum dum dee dum dum dum dee da dee dum. finally gotten over the whole oral assessment frenzy.
being first is really scary. i was practically shaking up there. i hope it didn't come across to the audience. managed to remember most of my points, but i stumbled a little here and there. the pressure from the video camera is crazy. i'm not sure how i did. but i guess, i was kinda stern and aggressive. cos i'm too used to the whole "business-like" presentation style during NP days. during the debrief, my tutor said that a "story-based" or "imaginative" presentation leaves a better impression. i don't think i managed to deliver that. cos mine was more "factual and figures" as compared to some others. its like. u must do THIS THIS THIS in order to achieve *BAM* THAT!! oh well. i hope i didn't screw up big time, and that the grades would be okay. *prays* meanwhile, i'm drowning in my never-ending TO-DO list. but i practically don't feel like doing anything now. damn it. go away, u slacker bug. Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 11:57 PM
awaiting! HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 TRAILER. (:
okay. i feel like a kid. =\ but who cares. troy bolton is LOVE. @ 10:52 PM
BOOHOOWHO? i'm fretting over monday's individual presentation.
HOW HOW HOW. i haven't officially started rehearsing/memorising my script yet cos i was struggling with my financial management tutorial today. and i was skiving a little. ): i'm such a loser. i can't even do an impromptu presentation. HOW LIKE THAT. SURE FAIL LAH, THIS MODULE. heard there's gonna be another oral assessment where they'll just throw u a "current affairs" topic and there and then, u'll have to talk about it. its something like the secondary school oral examination system. WTF. my knowledge on current affairs is like 0! i don't read newspapers (except the LIFE! section and occasionally browsing through TODAY and MYPAPER). anyway. this week wasn't that hectic. still super busy. but manageable. i can foresee myself dying next week. cos. projects are piling up yet again. AIYA. effin' sian. anyway, what am i gonna wear on monday? WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH!!! *RUNS OFF* Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 7:50 AM
LOST. ): can ALL of you please get a pet society account in facebook.
so that i can visit your pets' home and earn COINS! i'm in need of money (as always) to buy the cute-sy stuffs!!  amethyst (jam's) & clover (mine) oh, and introducting my aunt's new fuzzy lop bunny... DEWY.  its really a challenge trying to figure out where her facial features are. and i have yet to go visit her. ok bye. back to business law tutorial. ): Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 7:18 AM
heffa-lumpy-dee-dee oh wellys. been really busy with my assignments these few days.
business law assignment is due on friday. and i'm having an oral assessment on monday. i'm the freaking first person can! i have no idea why is that so when my surname starts with "L"! cos my tutor is using the sequence of the photo attendance. WHY WHY WHY. being the first person actually sets the BAR. but... the only advantage i can think of is... people won't think that u stole other's ideas. its been a while since i had last spoken in front of a class. the last time was *pause* during oral communication's class in NP? but that was slightly different too. cos i practically knew everyone. but. this one. its like. O_O i just got a feeling i'm gonna screw things up. damn. on a side note, i still took time off for a nails session yesterday with na! (: anyway. na found a cute HEFFALUMP clip on youtube. (love their laughter! WATCH IT LEH!!) i didn't get a chance to catch the movie that time. ): and i so wanna watch it NOW. aite. short random entry fer tadayee... blog again during weekends. p/s: I'M DYING FOR A NEW PHONE!!! WHAT THE HELL IS SONY DOING. FASTERRR!!! |
