the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 2:10 PM
oopsy daisy.

today, i've completed my revision for stage 2 and started on the first topic of the next stage - vertical parking. okay. i'm so NOT IMPROVINGG!! i'm still driving like a freaking beginner who has just been on the wheel for 3 lessons. aaahh.
my instructor was like, "aiyo! 你已经 stage 2 了leh!"
i was like... -_____-
and goodness... if only i can fold the car and put it in my pocket, i would. this is not going anywhere man. ):

and my fate with meeting fun/less intimidating instructors, seem to have been stolen away. ):
for me, pressure = haywire.
which is why i'm having doubts about my practical test. yes. i have booked it. 17 september for now. not sure if i should hog for an earlier date or remain as it is. maybe i should try to get one somewhere in end july or the beginning of august. well. its easier said then done. damn it. i need to plan for my revision lessons already. *yells*

also... i've just received the uni admission handbook. unlike poly, most of the admission/matriculation procedures has to be done online now. which is really confusing... and... and... who's gonna help meeee!!!

OMG. ALL THESE IS DAMN NERVE-WRECKING CAN.

i feel like dying.

and oh yes. last night, while i was trying to get to sleep, cute nana said something like, "eh! what kind of guy you like? i seriously think u need a boyfriend."

OMGWTHBBQ! O_O


//i dont know who you are... but i'm... i'm with you...