no more daily blog entries for me.
been trying to cope with my "new life" now.
and its fucking tough.

had accounting 1 and business law lecture on wednesday.
you must be thinking "aiyah!! those subjects you take before already what!! sure to be a breeze!!" thats what i thought initially to.
but hell no, i was wrong.
everything seems super foreign to me right now.
during lectures, the professors doesn't go right into the basics of things.
like what they said to us, they prefer a "self-discovery" type of learning.
there would be at least 2 readings for each lecture. each reading has quite a lot of pages. and in addition, you would have to read another chapter of the required textbook. sounds crazy? yes. it is. everything is like super dry and very hard to understand. i tried and tried but i still got lost somewhere somehow.... until i gave up!



have i mentioned that the tutorial questions are even worse?!
i just managed to squeeze out some crap which somehow, seems wrong to me.
and i took damn long to finish it can!
when i will still trying to read up, one of my friend had already finish both tutorials while i hadn't started on any.
and i was like... O_O
then the whole "stress" thing came over again.

and BAM!!!
another tragedy happened.

i seriously don't know how unlucky i can get!!
i had to postpone my driving test which falls on 17 september.
BECAUSE!!.... i'm having an accounting quiz on that freaking same dayyyy!!
OMGWTFBBQ.
and nowww... my driving test is on 30 october!
OCTOBER OKAY!!! so bloody long... then i had to cancel all my revision lessons and re-book them again (which is a huge chore).
and worst still... its rather close to my exam which falls on mid november.
AIYA. I'M SO DEAD LAH.
i think if i'm unable to juggle with my driving lessons and school work, then i would have to cancel everything by 1 october. because with effect from 1 october, there would be no refund for the cancellation of the practical test (damn it). worst case scenario: i will resume the lessons after my exam which is december. *sigh* total dilemma.
HELP!!!

SO... my life sucks so far. because there's so many thIngs to worry about.
and i feel like a total wreck.

*breathes*

anyway, i went to catch "money no enough 2" yesterday.

real funny. (:

but i'm still miserable now. ):

perhaps only the top-of-the-range sony vaio TZ38GN/X can make me feel better.

i want it!! i want it!! i want it!! i want it!! i want it!!

oh well.
g'bye.

financial management seminar later. ):



p/s: nana wrote me a little note of encouragement and left it on my table this morning. so sweet right. HEARTS(:

p/p/s: kudos to anyone that had manage to finish reading this entire entry.