the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 6:33 PM
dum dum dee dum dum dum dee da dee dum.

finally gotten over the whole oral assessment frenzy.
being first is really scary.
i was practically shaking up there. i hope it didn't come across to the audience.
managed to remember most of my points, but i stumbled a little here and there.
the pressure from the video camera is crazy.
i'm not sure how i did.
but i guess, i was kinda stern and aggressive.
cos i'm too used to the whole "business-like" presentation style during NP days.
during the debrief, my tutor said that a "story-based" or "imaginative" presentation leaves a better impression.
i don't think i managed to deliver that. cos mine was more "factual and figures" as compared to some others. its like. u must do THIS THIS THIS in order to achieve *BAM* THAT!!

oh well. i hope i didn't screw up big time, and that the grades would be okay. *prays*

meanwhile, i'm drowning in my never-ending TO-DO list.
but i practically don't feel like doing anything now.

damn it.
go away, u slacker bug.