the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 7:37 PM
take my hand, i'll take the lead.

here i am.
last week has been a really dramatic week.
the amount of stress got out of hand.
WHOLE LOT OF SHIT happened.
i do not wish to even recollect those situations and blog about it.
cos its simply so.... arghhhhh!!

anyway.
had my oral assessment 2 today.
damn it. i stumbled yet again.
my tutor said i was really good in the first part, but as it progress, my level of "energy" declined. which is true. cos once i made a mistake, it happened again (and again).
sad. i don't wanna fail this module lah.
i don't wanna fail any moduleeee!! AHHH.
but why so TOUGH!! grrrr...
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT.
then came the IT quiz which was surprisingly quite manageable.
MCQ what. EXAM sure die. ):

and i'm so angry with that idiot.
bloody hell cheat my feelings.
I WAS THERE! BUT WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU!


okay. rants aside...
here are some overdue pictures:


sashimi feast
(picture dedicated to my jap food mates, bel and jam)

jap snacks that nana got for me

don't care if you are sick of it.
but here are some cute shots of beebit.
haha. she's cut out to be a pet model.
(stupid handphone is incapable of taking nice pictures already. ):)


wednesday is the last day of school.
and then... the mugging days are back again. ):
its gonna be tough when u can't really seek help.
independent learning, they say. ):
*SIGHS*

EXAMS COUNTDOWN:
8 more days till IT
20 more days till BLAW and FMGT
and 21 days till i'm free!

i can't wait to...
- head back to amore
- catch up on my taiwanese dramas
- resume my long over due driving lessons (WTF! PDL expired. need to renew.)
- slack and rot at home

but i still think i will need to head back to school for NAAT activities.
why am i always so troubled?!

GOODBYE.
p/s: i'm broke in pet society ):