the writer


((TRUDY))

i'm just a plus-sized anti-social bum/loser who have always been wishing for the ability to fart my fats away and to be stick thin which is unfortunately,
highly impossible.
ultimately,
i'm perfectly imperfect.


yesterday

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009



holler





you're the missing piece i need,
the song inside of me.
i gotta find you.
i need to find you.




your scent is like a drug to me.
like my own personal brand of heroin.

i'll be back so soon,
you won't have time to miss me.
look after my heart -
i've left it with you.















Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 9:58 PM
i would rather die than stay away from you.

finally finally finally!
caught twilight sneaks with lifelong friend today.



the show's good to a certaint extent.
if you had not read the book, the movie would probably be a little stale.
like what jam said... probably because it didn't have much of a climax and it ended up being quite flat.
but nonetheless, i was still fascinated.
and when edward appeared, my dear friend started abusing my left arm (i.e. nudging, poking, grabbing, headbutting etc.).
my whole arm almost got yanked out.
okay. i exaggerated a little. =X

i loved the way edward looked at bella.
his eyes were really intense.
and it did gave me chills.



the last "dance" scene was my favourite.
edward looked stunning in that suit.
("of cause!", says jam.)


the cullens:

(emmett, rosalie, esme, edward, carlisle, alice, jasper)

point to make: carlisle is one sharp looking vamp dad. :x

i think jacob looks kinda erm... weird?


but he looks good here:



and james the baddie is a hottie. (:


i just realised that he acted in the movie, never back down.
no wonder i found him super familiar.

this is him in real life.
cam gigandet:

much different huh?
why does he have to dieeeeee so earlyyyyyyyyy. ):

and i have to say.
bella/kristen steward looks good somehow.
and psssttt. she's originally blond.


and the perfect picture of all...


Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you.
You don’t know how it’s tortured me.
The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable.
You are the most important thing to me now.
The most important thing to me ever.

thats about the end of my short scrapbook-ish entry on twilight.

anyway, we had dinner over at raffles city's shokudo.
i've been wanting to have their yummy omelette since forever.

and jam did a major shopping stunt.
she's so gonna start blaming me for it.
what's new?! hahaha.

am meeting up with jassy, rach and car tomoro. WOO.

and next week is gonna be a dreadful week.
have to head back to school for quite a few days.

the moment i think about school, my whole mood turns inside out.

what the fiddle diddle!!